Material life kicked me nicely after I came back from Vrindavin, so now I’m busy sound proofing my ceiling while being a single mom searching for jobs. Life is busy. I have never done any renovations in my life, so this is a big undertaking for me and I’m doing it alone.
The first row is up:
My Lord, Your Lordship can easily be approached, but only by those who are materially exhausted. One who is on the path of [material] progress, trying to improve himself with respectable parentage, great opulence, high education and bodily beauty, cannot approach You with sincere feeling.